Sorry for Not Being Perfect.

I am sorry for not being perfect. I make mistakes in life that I could not possibly ask for forgiveness. Never in my life I wanted to make you feel disappointed in me. I failed. I failed in being a good person. As a human being, I've forgotten many things about life. About responsibilities. Responsibilities given to me. But I couldn't fulfill. I was blind. I was deaf. Ignored it and now I have lost the respect from you. I am sorry for all the things I have done. I do not deserve any second chances in life. But I've always look up on you. You're my greatest influence in my life. I've learned a lot from what has happened. Creating a new path for me. Taking one step at a time. Not perfect but I'll try to be a better person. In life.

Sincerely,

Amelia

I am Who I am

I often compare myself to others. Especially with the ones I love and care the most. I am not perfect. No one is perfect. But sometimes others can show to us that they are better than us. Satisfaction. That is what I always try to achieve when I feel like I need to be above than the others. But I thought to myself, why would I want to do like that? God created us in our very own personality and I should be proud of who I am. 

When I encountered the above picture from Tumblr, it gave me a positive thinking in every aspects. No one can do a better job being me except myself. I am who I am. I can't change myself to become others because it ain't worth it. Be proud of who you are. Accept yourself. Others does not matter. You are who you are.

Sincerely,

Amelia

Normal and Boring

The above explains it all. I pretend to be normal but I get bored and I go back to being me. It is just who I am.  Why am I making such statement? Someone told me that what a boring life I have. I don't do clubs nor hangout with my friends. I love being alone. That is just my personality traits. Many apologies if I have a boring life and does not meet any of your expectations. I've tried and at the end of the day I go back to being me. Accept me for who I am. 

Sincerely,

Amelia

My Favourite Television Series

Pretty Little Liars. What a title. I've been watching it non-stop. It is addictive. So, what is this series all about? Originated from a book written by Sara Shepard. It was premièred  on television and categorised it as teen drama mystery thriller. Google it. Watch it. If you really want to do it. Have fun watching it.

Sincerely,
Amelia

Lost and Confused.

Hello. I've been trying to write a post but I couldn't find a right one. I'm lost and confused at the moment. I don't like it but I am going to go through it. I am going to stay strong.

I am staying positive in whatever outcomes I get from life.  I am still searching for my own life. What I want to do. What I want to achieve. Where will I be. Who I am going to be. I hate the fact that I do a lot of thinking on stuffs that are neither positive or negative. I am too paranoid I guess. Thinking is kind of my gig. I can't stop from thinking. Talking is not my gig. Maybe that's the reason why I am lost and confused. I don't blame others for what is happening. I am who I want to be or do. I just need to give myself a rest from all the thinking.

Sincerely

Amelia